coronavirus

lockdown is being relaxed / we can ( officially ) travel 5 miles ( in scotLand ) ... 

at some point / we were self-isolating // i had symptoms ... 

during the first night ( i was afraid ) / and i learned that jesus walks ahead ( if he's behind, I guess, we're probably going in the wrong direction ) ... 

is that why we are told / to follow jesus ... 

why

believing in God / is troublesome, difficult // why bother ...

[ worth reading / Deuteronomy 30 ]

aspiration

trying to focus on Jesus ...

defeat

I have tried to believe ( as I have been taught ) ...

late

reflecting / at the end of the day / on truth ... 

what is it / what if something we've believed for ages to be true / turns out not to be ...

peace

sabbath rest / not a destination / but a pause along the way ...

trust

I trusted / God / and the church of scotland / when I volunteered to become treasurer / of this church ...